I can't make up my MIND

So, I thought I really liked Ahmed, but I just don't know anymore.  I mean, we only met once and we haven't talked in a while and haven't seen each other either.  Granted he's still in Egypt, but thats really hard!  Does that make sense?  Well, it does to me.  For a while I"ve been wondering if I even still liked him anymore and now I think I know.  I don't.  I'm not sure if I should write about this on here tho...well, I won't...HaHaHa.  Gotcha!  That was lame, I know. 

Today was my last day at work for another 3 weeks!  WooHoo!!!  You have no idea how excited I am to finally have a freakin vacation from that place.  The only other time I've taken off all summer was when I had to go up to NY and we all know that wasn't really a vacation.  I've worked every freakin day and it's about damn time I get my vacation this summer.  Plus, it helps that I have to go home since I'll be inbetween my apartments down here in Norfolk.  It's gonna be wierd and difficult, at time, I think to go back to living at home.  I so used to being on my own, competely that I'm not sure if Mom and I will get along all that well.  LOL.  Anyhow, back to this working thing...even though I am THRILLED not to be going there for a while I will miss some my co-workers.  True, we don't all get along, but there's a big group of us that just have a blast together that it'll be sad to not see them and close w/ those few everyday!  HaHa, everyone kept asking who they were gonna have close since I wouldnt be...they didn't know who they could fill my shoes.  Oh guys, you're the best!  Oooo, so I used my nice handy-dandy discount the other day and bought the new Harry Potter book.  Sure, I haven't read the other ones, but I was talking to Sherry and she said that she hadn't read the other ones either, just watched the movies and she loves the new book.  So, I decided that I would give it a try and I must say, it's a pretty damn good book!  I cannot believe that I conformed, yet again.  LMAO!

Anyhow, tomorrow Mom is driving down and we're going to the beach for the day.  Gotta work on my tan some!  ;)  Then Sunday, I think I'm going to go w/ Ian and some of his friends to Busch Gardens for the day.  I dunno, I want to and prolly will.  The only thing is that last time I hung out w/ his friends I kinda felt like the odd man out, which is normal I know cuz I dont really know them when they all know each other, but thats just how I felt.  So, hopefully Sunday will feel...more comfortable, if you wanna call it that. 

Wow, this is a pretty long entry for me since I don't really write on here anymore.  I don't really keep up a constant journal like I used to, but I've started posting on myspace some so, if anyone at all reads this then you can check out myspace. 

Hmm...I wonder if people really do read this.  Okay, test.  If you read this them comment.  Doesn't have to mean anything, but I'm just curious if people read this at all and if people do then how many or who does.  Stupid, I know...just play along!